Unfaithful. Despicable.
It was as if we are living in another world.
It was as if we are in a relationship.
It was as if he is mine.
It was as if what we have done is moral.
Because of him, I see no need to go out individually with friends of opposite gender. I do not see a need to be in a relationship with anyone else.
He gave me wise advices in life, relationship, work, everything.
He guided me carefully in life.
He changed my prospect towards life.
He entered my life unexpectedly, disgarding the principles of the right conduct.
I want to be successful like him.
I want to be capable like him.
I want him.
Nope.
He is my motivation and my distraction. I should not be missing him.
What is happening to you, Eliza?